I just wanted to apologize really quickly to those people I owe drawings to...because you're probably not going to get them.

I've recently come to the realization that I no longer want to do art...at all. I don't want to go to school for it. I don't want to make a career out of it. I'm done.



I'm sure most people wont care, but others may wonder why.
Well, I've lost all enjoyment in it.
And I've come to a point where I'm no longer able to get better...learn anything...or advance at all. I've spent the last few months trying new styles and trying to hone my skills without even the slightest bit of success. I just end up getting frustrated. I think since I taught myself, I'm now stuck in my ways. And needless to say, my current abilities will get me nowhere. I'm slow, and unable to create anything original. ...just being able to copy what I see may be interesting, but no use to anyone.

I have no idea why I chose to go to school for this, but I now honestly feel as though I've wasted like 5 years of my life for nothing. Graphic Design is a great career for the lucky one out of a million, but for everyone else they make almost NO money. And the simple fact is that I will -never- be that lucky one.

And now I've put myself into debt going to school for nothing. And I don't have the training to do anything (even if I WERE to keep doing Graphic Design because my schooling was worthless)...so, I'm fucked.

I'm just going to count my losses and move on...at least for a long while. So sorry to those who I promised pictures to.

I should have been a pilot or something. FML.